Quiet Easter Weekend.

 Four days of for Easter weekend. Been quiet for me just chilled out got few bargins at Silloth market. Great talking to my Diane and Henry over the weekend. Looking at it been on the single market for over 4 months now and i have got myself turned around with myself and stepping forward in my life. It does feel different in myself as i feel more positive in things to do. Its taken a while to sink in me after being with someone so long. Things are looking good for me but missing things like hugs etc. Being patience with myself that will soon change.

My team Liverpool yes they will win the premiership after wining on easter sunday. I had a few whiskeys for them. My fingers are crossed that will get a ticket for the Arsenal game at Anfield  will find out next week when register for the tickets but like gold dust to get one. Got my membership for next season and waiting for date to get a full membership and my own seat. If iam lucky in getting one.So this sunday coming will be watching the game here at home with few drams and will celebrate as we will beat Spurs at Anfield. It will be great and fingers crossed i will get my ticket for the Arsenal game. Got an itch in my feet i know aint got a ticket for spurs game but might just go for a drive down and hear the atmosphere and the celebrations after it . Iam trying to find out if they are putting the big screen on outside the ground for the supporters like with no ticket to watch the game on it.

Did do a bit of home made baking but can tell i havent down it for a long time and drop scones and buns didnt come out as they should have done. So in the bin and tried again today with drop scones and they where nearly perfect just shapes was not right trying to make them in my small frying pan. Griddle required asap. I will back in the grove of home made baking each week and will get better in making them.    

 Patients my arse '

Time has gone on in my life and i admit in past i did not get a long of things right. The way it was but now each day i make my only decisons  to myself.

So you out there who in the past have made me feel like lower than a snakes belly.The time has turned now and the past is the past period. Here is the but you stood on my toes time you where taken care off. That is for real and not on the computer.

Middle of March 2025

 As Febuary went by and in to March things been ok but my reds not doing very well in the cup games.With being in all four cups but now only can win the premiership the last one. I said i dont count my chickens before they hatch and so far Liverpool have lost 3 of them and only the main one left to play for the Premiership . Now i know and they all know we must win the 6 of the games left to win the premiership this year. 

Each game as they know the players must play to to the extreme limit they can to make sure we win each game what we have left to play.

Yesterday i spent the day at Anfield to watch the legends game against Chelsea.All the players of Liverpool where the first team players 20 years ago . The game was good but this time and for the first time Peter Crouch played for us and he scored twice aswell as we did beat Chelsea 2-0 . It was a great day and seeing the players form those years ago doing there bit like us all for charities.

Apart from everything else my life is going taking day by day.Just take it in my stride what ever happens to me.

January 2025 Gone by

 January is closed for 2025. Been ok through the first month of the year for me. Work and own life going ok. Liverpool doing ok as well.  The 31st of January would have been my dads 100th Birthday. Like i done for a lot of past years and each year now with dad.We had a wee dram with each other like we done over the years.  My daughter Diane and Henry got there own place and moving on forward with there life.     As for me February i will just take it day by day and enjoy it the best i can.

2025 first walk on Hadrians wall.

 Today done my first walk on Hadrians wall in 2025 yes i done a bit of it last week. But i know iam not fit enough like how i use to powerwalk it. So just will take time time to build myself back up. Today i walked from Steel rig for 60 mins then turned around and walked back to Steel rig.  It was hard to do but i kepted on going.When i got to last hill i struggle to get up to get to my car park at Steel rig car park. But i done it not as what i use to do thats cause me not doing each weekend. So will build myself up to more.                  Back in my young days 1988 i was in York working for Tescos and doing there fish counter and also there back door on deliveries.On each day i done both as i felt good what i done both jobs.It was long days but it was worth it. When unloading the load the next load came in and i seen him reverse to loading bay.           The driver came up to me and said Jock you comenot far  from Gretna Green and i said not far from there and he said there has as plane has come down there  and i said what.  As far as he know he has heard on CB plane has come down there. Next thing i done went to the phone in the office and i could not get through to my mum and dad.                                                                                                                                                       It took me nearly 5 hours to get through to my mum and dad and they where ok at Eastriggs  it was at Lockerbie.                                                                                                                                                 I have just watched Lockerbie  with Colin Firth And its done right and no lie.

To all as i know its pointed at the Goverment  cover up. They done it then and before then and now still do it. They knew what was going on but did nothing to stop it happening but Lockerbie happened that was cause of them not stopping it. 

In those days no mobiles or computers to cover up but hold on they still get away with only phones. It took me nearly 5 hours to get through to mum and dad to make sure they where safe.

The then and all goverments think they can do what they like but when shit hits them they run and blame innocent people . 

Who ever reads this watch Lockerbie. As it happened in the past dont let it happen in the future.

Happy New Year To You All.

 With 2024 closed of and its the start for me to step forward in my life. 2024 didnt go to well on personal side of me. On the work side of me it was real good with contract with work and at long last no need to worry about getting work else where after being laid of. The first time in 6 years of work will be no need for security work else where. To see through until back at metal box. With them full time now and things are looking forward for me on my work front.                                                                                             My personal side of life has been changed as i closed the door permanent on it. I knew i should have done that a year ago but i kepted on hoping things would improve but it didnt. So the last month i got to the point of no return and closed it off. Since then been keeping busy with decorating and power walking and feels good. To come home and no arguements on phone or any txs accusing me or saying things to me what are not true. Its been a weight lifted of my shoulders and i can start to get on with my life to what i want to do with my personal life and work.                                                                                                       When i went out  with the crew from work it was great and what i needed yes got drunk a bit. I did nowt wrong but staggered a wee bit getting home.  I have not done that for a very long time. It was well over due.                                                                                                                                                                    Went over to see Diane and Henry for xmas been to long in going seeing them .Diane like me has stepped forward in her life and she making the right decisions for her and  Henry.                                                      My reds Liverpool sitting top of the league and we have to win each game. Its going to be hard but i got the feeling we will win the league this season and other cups aswell. Fingers crossed i get more tickets to go and see them at Anfield. I got ticket for the legends game against chelsea march this year. As for league tickets will apply each time and fingers crossed i will get a few before end of the season.                                                     With 2025 here just will have better year for me and will enjoy it the best i can.