Things have changed in my life this year so far for the good.The last 7 seven days been not what i expected at all to happen in my life.Start of last week was told would be working the next two weeks.Thought that is what i wanted to hear.Last tuesday as i do each day go in and see my dad at Lydiafield care home.Seeing my dad look like how he did i never seen him looks so frail etc.The look in his eyes is what i never seen before.I knew then that my dad might not live longer.Last wednesday went in to see my dad and he was sitting is his chair and was totally opposite to what he was the day before.With me doing night shift i was fallen asleep and dad told me to go home and sleep but as i was just about to leave and dad grabbed my hand and said iam going to be with Ada take care and smiled at me.I said see you in morning dad but as i was walking out from the care home.I knew why he said he was going to be with mum and to take care as he knew he would be there with mum in the safe place forever.I got home slepted for a bit went to work at night.Got a tx from my brother 5.39am last thursday morning telling me dad not to good and waiting for doc.I got finished work a bit earlier and got a lift to carehome and arrived there after 7.30am.My sister and brother there as i arrived and dad was not to good at all.Breathing not right etc.Dad never opened his eyes the time i was there.After an hour his breathing changed again.Around 8.50am my dad drifted away to be with mum in heaven.Dad knew it was going to happen.Thats why he told me the previous day he was going to be with Ada and to take care.
I knew it would happen as dad told me it would.My dad is now in that safe place with mum where there is no more pain etc for the rest of there lifes.
When i went into work that thursday night my name not on the next weeks time sheet.When manager came in at 6am friday morning and i asked him why. I was told them they did not need me the next two weeks.Thats two things last week what i did not expect but things like that normally run in threes.The third thing was my team Liverpool got beat at wembley semi final. So its true things run in threes when they go wrong in your life.
This thursday is my dad funeral at 11am the day i will be in sombre mood all day. My daughter Diane will say her taras to her granddad.
One thing iam going to do tomorrow is go and see my dad before thursday just a wee chat with him.I did have a wee chat with mum a few years ago when mum went to the safe place.
Now life must go on and enjoy it the best i can.
Adrian
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