Things have changed in my life this year so far for the good.The last 7 seven days been not what i expected at all to happen in my life.Start of last week was told would be working the next two weeks.Thought that is what i wanted to hear.Last tuesday as i do each day go in and see my dad at Lydiafield care home.Seeing my dad look like how he did i never seen him looks so frail etc.The look in his eyes is what i never seen before.I knew then that my dad might not live longer.Last wednesday went in to see my dad and he was sitting is his chair and was totally opposite to what he was the day before.With me doing night shift i was fallen asleep and dad told me to go home and sleep but as i was just about to leave and dad grabbed my hand and said iam going to be with Ada take care and smiled at me.I said see you in morning dad but as i was walking out from the care home.I knew why he said he was going to be with mum and to take care as he knew he would be there with mum in the safe place forever.I got home slepted for a bit went to work at night.Got a tx from my brother 5.39am last thursday morning telling me dad not to good and waiting for doc.I got finished work a bit earlier and got a lift to carehome and arrived there after 7.30am.My sister and brother there as i arrived and dad was not to good at all.Breathing not right etc.Dad never opened his eyes the time i was there.After an hour his breathing changed again.Around 8.50am my dad drifted away to be with mum in heaven.Dad knew it was going to happen.Thats why he told me the previous day he was going to be with Ada and to take care.
I knew it would happen as dad told me it would.My dad is now in that safe place with mum where there is no more pain etc for the rest of there lifes.
When i went into work that thursday night my name not on the next weeks time sheet.When manager came in at 6am friday morning and i asked him why. I was told them they did not need me the next two weeks.Thats two things last week what i did not expect but things like that normally run in threes.The third thing was my team Liverpool got beat at wembley semi final. So its true things run in threes when they go wrong in your life.
This thursday is my dad funeral at 11am the day i will be in sombre mood all day. My daughter Diane will say her taras to her granddad.
One thing iam going to do tomorrow is go and see my dad before thursday just a wee chat with him.I did have a wee chat with mum a few years ago when mum went to the safe place.
Now life must go on and enjoy it the best i can.
Adrian
Monday, 20 April 2015
Thursday, 12 February 2015
First Post Of 2015
Seeing my brain cell not been working correctly in 2015 so far.Until this morning it got kicked started.By hell it feels good.When i woke up this morning bad feeling in my bones.Just could not get motivated at all this morning.Not until i got a message just before 11am this morning. That is why i had a bad feeling in my bones.Well since that this morning and doing a powerful hour exercise.Moved those bad vibes out of my bones.Only bonus is my brain cell is working again thank god.
Anyways this year been so quiet no work for me at all.But will keep on looking.My dad is doing not to bad he was 90 at the end of January.Yes my dad has joined the nineties club now.Since dad was moved into Lydiafield care home in december 2014.Been seeing him nearly every day.As that is all can do but with no work makes no excuse not to see him.Dad is still wanting to come home.He knows he needs his muscles back on his legs to stand up and walk again.But he tries to do each day but to much for him.Thats why dad is in the carehome as he need help 24/7.In the last posts of last year you read what was going after my dad broke his hip and stuck in bed 24/7 in carlisle hospital for over 7 weeks.Thats when my dads leg muscles disappeared from him.But did the carlisle hospital care No. Should have went to Dumfries hospital.As now dad is in the care home and we just have to take things with him day by day as his life goes on.
Here my team Liverpool still on the recovery mode but at least we are wining a few more games now.Still the numpties are in the team in fact big shock on of numpties scored the other night for the first time since 2009 in the premier league.
With me taking time out away taking a good look at my life whats been going on.Yes been another 2 its joined the its club and nearly third it aswell.Seems i still have idiot wrote on my forehead as one of the its nearly had me hook line and sinker.But with me being bit before by certain its my brain clicked into expendable gear and just blow the it away. No doubt there will be more its joining the its club this year. Just thinking its due to get all last years paper work etc and all work on my computer put in to my safe.
Yes its 12th Febuary 2015 and my life is going forward for a change.Well it was as i write this on here.Am i kidding myself ;-)
With me been thinking to myself what iam going to do this year for real.What i want i will get and not just dream.Yes its real me back on my own two feet and no more dreams all the time.Real life what i want and 2015 will prove to myself that i can do that.Then i will be even prouder and happy with myself for life.
My G+ friends things been going good for you.With all the posts etc Lilly you have one awesome wicked smile ;-) Aurora leather hot pants yessssss.Svetka i know you can really do splits when you want to. Nana your new web site looking good but watch out as spam is jumping in on it. Isa great posts on your G+ Emma you are looking good on your G+ post aswell.
All my friends on G+ go with the flow each day smile and feel good as much as you can :-)
Anyways this year been so quiet no work for me at all.But will keep on looking.My dad is doing not to bad he was 90 at the end of January.Yes my dad has joined the nineties club now.Since dad was moved into Lydiafield care home in december 2014.Been seeing him nearly every day.As that is all can do but with no work makes no excuse not to see him.Dad is still wanting to come home.He knows he needs his muscles back on his legs to stand up and walk again.But he tries to do each day but to much for him.Thats why dad is in the carehome as he need help 24/7.In the last posts of last year you read what was going after my dad broke his hip and stuck in bed 24/7 in carlisle hospital for over 7 weeks.Thats when my dads leg muscles disappeared from him.But did the carlisle hospital care No. Should have went to Dumfries hospital.As now dad is in the care home and we just have to take things with him day by day as his life goes on.
Here my team Liverpool still on the recovery mode but at least we are wining a few more games now.Still the numpties are in the team in fact big shock on of numpties scored the other night for the first time since 2009 in the premier league.
With me taking time out away taking a good look at my life whats been going on.Yes been another 2 its joined the its club and nearly third it aswell.Seems i still have idiot wrote on my forehead as one of the its nearly had me hook line and sinker.But with me being bit before by certain its my brain clicked into expendable gear and just blow the it away. No doubt there will be more its joining the its club this year. Just thinking its due to get all last years paper work etc and all work on my computer put in to my safe.
Yes its 12th Febuary 2015 and my life is going forward for a change.Well it was as i write this on here.Am i kidding myself ;-)
With me been thinking to myself what iam going to do this year for real.What i want i will get and not just dream.Yes its real me back on my own two feet and no more dreams all the time.Real life what i want and 2015 will prove to myself that i can do that.Then i will be even prouder and happy with myself for life.
My G+ friends things been going good for you.With all the posts etc Lilly you have one awesome wicked smile ;-) Aurora leather hot pants yessssss.Svetka i know you can really do splits when you want to. Nana your new web site looking good but watch out as spam is jumping in on it. Isa great posts on your G+ Emma you are looking good on your G+ post aswell.
All my friends on G+ go with the flow each day smile and feel good as much as you can :-)
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