This last five days been a bit different for me.Started of on Monday when the its company tried to bite and sting me but I didn't even bat an eye lid at them.So Monday was ok to a point.Tuesday was with my dad most of the day.Helping him move about as he twinged his back while in the garden.Wednesday now this date of the year means a lot to me as it was 20 years ago my daughter Diane was born in to this world.Yes Di is now in her twenties.Diane has left her teenage years behind her.My daughter Diane is a young lady and iam proud of her.She was even happier when her present arrived yes with her name on the back of Liverpool home shirt.Wednesday went as good as I could make it for her with not being at home.But we will make up for it when she gets back home to have a few wkds with her dad.
Thursday went sort of well aswell. Good feeling in my bones is making things go better for me. Today Friday as today went so far its been ok.Even in my second hour of exercise this afternoon pushed myself more and sweated more aswell.It felt really good.Yes got back into doing my full hour exercise twice per day 6 days per week.As sunday is my lazy chill out day.
As for the it and its who joined the club the last few weeks.Patient is a virtue with those its as they will never get the better of me after what they done to me. It will take time as those its responsible what they done to me. They will get hung in mean time.
My team Liverpool ok all talk about Suarez carry on.A lot out there are forgetting Liverpool has a whole team to get ready ready for the next season.Not just Suarez. Yes he did wrong but Suarez will bounce back after ban is lifted. Until that day Brendan Rogers will sign a few more and let a few go from Liverpool as they do not fit in to the way he is building the team for the kick of next season.Without Suarez Liverpool will still play the best we can in each game.When his ban is over he has to play his heart out with out any miss apps again.
Its Friday evening the sun is still out to play and time for me to relax for an hour or two.
Adrian
Friday, 27 June 2014
Sunday, 22 June 2014
Lazy Sunday day in the sun :-)
Well since i last posted on here a lot of things happening to me.Some for the good but more for the bad and ugly.With world cup on and of course i do support Liverpool my only hope was no serious injuries to any Liverpool players. Especially when play against Uruguay with Suarez playing for them.As game went on Suarez scored twice and England getting beat not very good at all.But at least no injuries to any Liverpool players.Also a week past on friday got a call from the Advance area manager from cumbria about work.Here we go again.As i wrote in the last two posts just a bit about whats going on but after this last week so much more whats happened by Advance securities.But my hands are tied at moment as i need a bit more evidence before i can tell you all what really has happened and its true.You will will not belive it but its happened. I can not wait to write about them what they done to me.
Otherwise this last few weeks been quiet in all departments of me.Infact to quiet must be with the sun being out to play and its hot.But been to humid at through the night the last two weeks.So sleep not as good as it should be with being humid. Yes summer is here and its going very well.We can not complain about it.Just enjoy the best we can.
Not writing much in this post as my brain cell wants to rest as this morning was writing my diary out for the last 10 days whats been going on.Took me nearly two hours writing it.My brain cell then went on strike.So even being lazy sunday.I went over to my dads and cut his hedge and weeded his front garden.Sweat was running of me like i was in the shower.I love it my lazy sunday chill out day nearly went to plan today.Time to put my one and only brain cell to bed for the night.
Cat
Otherwise this last few weeks been quiet in all departments of me.Infact to quiet must be with the sun being out to play and its hot.But been to humid at through the night the last two weeks.So sleep not as good as it should be with being humid. Yes summer is here and its going very well.We can not complain about it.Just enjoy the best we can.
Not writing much in this post as my brain cell wants to rest as this morning was writing my diary out for the last 10 days whats been going on.Took me nearly two hours writing it.My brain cell then went on strike.So even being lazy sunday.I went over to my dads and cut his hedge and weeded his front garden.Sweat was running of me like i was in the shower.I love it my lazy sunday chill out day nearly went to plan today.Time to put my one and only brain cell to bed for the night.
Cat
Sunday, 8 June 2014
My Sunday Chill Out Day :-)
Yes summer is here well its meant to be.As for yesterday the rain took over the day but it was warm.Then last night rain went to sleep for the night the sun popped out before sun down. Through the night it was warm through the night. Made my sleep not to good as woke up with sweat all over me ahhh.As with being my lazy sunday don't normally do any exercises as its my lazy day.But with being warm through the night my was full of sweat and I had to get it out of me.So lazy chill out day put on hold the last hour. Sweat I did doing my hour exercise.In fact it felt good getting rid of all the bad sweat out of me and shifted some of my fat of me aswell.
Now just here with my cup of tea and just thought i write a wee bit on my blog.
After the certain its what they done to me 2 weeks no further with them yet.As I still not received the cheque they meant to send to me with in 10 working days. So Advance security you have until the 13.06.14 for me to receive the cheque or not receive it. You see I cant say to much on here or any other site until after 13.06.14 Otherwise they have 5 working days left to play with and if they stand on my toes again. Then cat here will hang them dry. This is where my patients have to be strong and not to jump in the deep end and drown. So after this Friday coming I will know what I can write about Advance Security.
Even with being 16 years since my life got changed around. This last been having a good think about whats been going on in my life since it got changed around.Things been good bad and ugly but belive it or not more all the good than bad and ugly. Yes made a lot mistakes etc but recovered stronger from them. So the it and its out there can not knock me back down again. Like the its two weeks ago from Advance Securities did not knocked me down.They tried to but never succeeded.
Away from me rattling on about that.My wee friend Nana been going with the flow this last week and with her natural beauty. Even with a wee blip she got through the week. Does not stop her natural beauty. But they are its out there who try and use her and put her down. That's when Nana's inner strength she has is used.Each day for Nana from being a great mother to her daughter and her natural beauty to show everyone out there she is 100% awesome makes her life go with the flow each day.
My team Liverpool made a signing this last week and another one in the pipe line.Think we all know its our defence and goal keeper that needs a over haul in the team.As last season we done better but it was the back 5 let us down. Makes me cringe watching the mistakes Liverpool they made last season through the back 5 players in the squad. Knowing Brendan Rodgers will get them sorted out in the back 5 before kick of for next season. Watched Englands friendly the other night and yes 5 Liverpool players playing. But England have a lot to do to progress in this world cup.As for my opinion they get through the first round but I do not think they will get through the next round. You see with so many foreign players in the Scottish and English premier league our own country players do not get the chance. As the money mens market behind each team are only to make money what ever way they can. They seem to forget this is uk and we need born and bred players from uk to play for Scotland and England,Wales and Ireland. I can remember when Liverpool won the league without an English player in the team. They had all Scottish,Irish and Welsh players in Liverpools team and won the league.They was uproar in the Fifa about them not having any English players in the team. Nowadays you are lucky to find 2 or 3 home grown players in the teams in uk top flight.
Yes sunday afternoon now time to put some tunes and get a brew and and I will relax and let my brain cell chill out for the rest of the day.
Adrian
Now just here with my cup of tea and just thought i write a wee bit on my blog.
After the certain its what they done to me 2 weeks no further with them yet.As I still not received the cheque they meant to send to me with in 10 working days. So Advance security you have until the 13.06.14 for me to receive the cheque or not receive it. You see I cant say to much on here or any other site until after 13.06.14 Otherwise they have 5 working days left to play with and if they stand on my toes again. Then cat here will hang them dry. This is where my patients have to be strong and not to jump in the deep end and drown. So after this Friday coming I will know what I can write about Advance Security.
Even with being 16 years since my life got changed around. This last been having a good think about whats been going on in my life since it got changed around.Things been good bad and ugly but belive it or not more all the good than bad and ugly. Yes made a lot mistakes etc but recovered stronger from them. So the it and its out there can not knock me back down again. Like the its two weeks ago from Advance Securities did not knocked me down.They tried to but never succeeded.
Away from me rattling on about that.My wee friend Nana been going with the flow this last week and with her natural beauty. Even with a wee blip she got through the week. Does not stop her natural beauty. But they are its out there who try and use her and put her down. That's when Nana's inner strength she has is used.Each day for Nana from being a great mother to her daughter and her natural beauty to show everyone out there she is 100% awesome makes her life go with the flow each day.
My team Liverpool made a signing this last week and another one in the pipe line.Think we all know its our defence and goal keeper that needs a over haul in the team.As last season we done better but it was the back 5 let us down. Makes me cringe watching the mistakes Liverpool they made last season through the back 5 players in the squad. Knowing Brendan Rodgers will get them sorted out in the back 5 before kick of for next season. Watched Englands friendly the other night and yes 5 Liverpool players playing. But England have a lot to do to progress in this world cup.As for my opinion they get through the first round but I do not think they will get through the next round. You see with so many foreign players in the Scottish and English premier league our own country players do not get the chance. As the money mens market behind each team are only to make money what ever way they can. They seem to forget this is uk and we need born and bred players from uk to play for Scotland and England,Wales and Ireland. I can remember when Liverpool won the league without an English player in the team. They had all Scottish,Irish and Welsh players in Liverpools team and won the league.They was uproar in the Fifa about them not having any English players in the team. Nowadays you are lucky to find 2 or 3 home grown players in the teams in uk top flight.
Yes sunday afternoon now time to put some tunes and get a brew and and I will relax and let my brain cell chill out for the rest of the day.
Adrian
Sunday, 1 June 2014
16 Years Gone By Since My Life Was Changed
Sunday my lazy chill out day but today is a wee bit different . As its 16 years ago around 18.16 hours since my life was changed in a way. I not asked for but it really did happen to me. Driving home from work 1.06.98 around 18.00hrs when a bus hit me car. Did not help it been raining hard and roads flooded aswell.But to this day the accident was not my fault at all but it killed me twice but was lucky to keep my ugly face.Thank god ;-)
Looking back this last 16 years of my life whats been going. This last week just not been good as I wrote in last post got a permanent job but it kicked me in the teeth on the second introduction day when was called from area manager to say there was no job as cut backs. Will tell you more in post in the next few weeks when I write.As still a lot to be sorted out about what Advance security done to me. So this last week not been to good to me and doesant help with around 18.16 hrs today is the 16th year of the crash what changed my life.
Mind you the certain it after the crash killed me more than the crash did to me. That it nearly succeeded in doing that but I still had some strength and courage left in me to get away from the it.Did that and my daughter who I would do anything for knew that her dad would do.After so long after accident got away from it and my daughter was first priority in my life.The it tried to kill me more she couldn't break the bond between dad and daughter. That got the it even more angry and still couldn't do anything to get at me apart from hurting her daughter even more to get at me.In the end up my daughter was made in full custody to me.So with Diane being around 6 years old her old dad brought her up alone.I had to move back home to where I come from. To restart my life from scratch.
As the years went on me getting back on my feet but still certain it and its out there knocking me down.But what they did not relise I was getting stronger and back standing on my feet.The it+its could not knock me down or bully me like they use.As the strong Adrian was not vulnerable like he was after car accident and what the it did to me in the past.
Even this last week with getting knocked back by the fake real job from Advance securities.I did not bite and will not. As its nothing to me.Just next work I get offered I will not tell anyone I got it until I get it all in black and white and iam working for them.Mind you the last 2 days been a wee bit black and fronted after me telling everyone I had full time work.The last 2 weeks to tell them now I haven't got the work as it was fake full time work from Advance securities.
So another wee blip to try and knock me down but its not succeeded. As I know I will get a better job out there in that big bad world.
Been reading back through my blog since I started to write it and hell things been up and down like a yoyo in my life.Yes the good bad and ugly times the last 10 years been writing on my blog.You can go back read it all if you are brave enough. Infact some of it I have to read a few times getting own memory to think about what was going hehehe.
Now you will relise why iam expendable.After being knocked so far down in the deepest rut.My own real life was so far down and out it was bad.But I picked myself up and got out of the deep rut what the its put me in after car accident.Now a days real me is closed of as its still try and knock me down but do not succeed.Even this last week about the fake work from Advance securities i got and then they kicked in the teeth by them by saying no work.It did not knock me down at all.Well just a wee bit being honest.Even some work what i will do as long as its completed no matter if I come back dead or alive.As that is for work I will get used and abused as long as I get paid for it when its completed.But this last week was a real fake job the lead me up the garden path then sxxx on me.That is not a logical thing to do to me.Ball is in cats corner now.Time to play and I will with that company.
As for this evening will be with my dad and have a wee dram or two with him.Best way to finish my lazy chill out day of the week with my dad.
Looking back this last 16 years of my life whats been going. This last week just not been good as I wrote in last post got a permanent job but it kicked me in the teeth on the second introduction day when was called from area manager to say there was no job as cut backs. Will tell you more in post in the next few weeks when I write.As still a lot to be sorted out about what Advance security done to me. So this last week not been to good to me and doesant help with around 18.16 hrs today is the 16th year of the crash what changed my life.
Mind you the certain it after the crash killed me more than the crash did to me. That it nearly succeeded in doing that but I still had some strength and courage left in me to get away from the it.Did that and my daughter who I would do anything for knew that her dad would do.After so long after accident got away from it and my daughter was first priority in my life.The it tried to kill me more she couldn't break the bond between dad and daughter. That got the it even more angry and still couldn't do anything to get at me apart from hurting her daughter even more to get at me.In the end up my daughter was made in full custody to me.So with Diane being around 6 years old her old dad brought her up alone.I had to move back home to where I come from. To restart my life from scratch.
As the years went on me getting back on my feet but still certain it and its out there knocking me down.But what they did not relise I was getting stronger and back standing on my feet.The it+its could not knock me down or bully me like they use.As the strong Adrian was not vulnerable like he was after car accident and what the it did to me in the past.
Even this last week with getting knocked back by the fake real job from Advance securities.I did not bite and will not. As its nothing to me.Just next work I get offered I will not tell anyone I got it until I get it all in black and white and iam working for them.Mind you the last 2 days been a wee bit black and fronted after me telling everyone I had full time work.The last 2 weeks to tell them now I haven't got the work as it was fake full time work from Advance securities.
So another wee blip to try and knock me down but its not succeeded. As I know I will get a better job out there in that big bad world.
Been reading back through my blog since I started to write it and hell things been up and down like a yoyo in my life.Yes the good bad and ugly times the last 10 years been writing on my blog.You can go back read it all if you are brave enough. Infact some of it I have to read a few times getting own memory to think about what was going hehehe.
Now you will relise why iam expendable.After being knocked so far down in the deepest rut.My own real life was so far down and out it was bad.But I picked myself up and got out of the deep rut what the its put me in after car accident.Now a days real me is closed of as its still try and knock me down but do not succeed.Even this last week about the fake work from Advance securities i got and then they kicked in the teeth by them by saying no work.It did not knock me down at all.Well just a wee bit being honest.Even some work what i will do as long as its completed no matter if I come back dead or alive.As that is for work I will get used and abused as long as I get paid for it when its completed.But this last week was a real fake job the lead me up the garden path then sxxx on me.That is not a logical thing to do to me.Ball is in cats corner now.Time to play and I will with that company.
As for this evening will be with my dad and have a wee dram or two with him.Best way to finish my lazy chill out day of the week with my dad.
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