Last post of 2014

Yes last day of 2014 is here.Been an eventful year for me.Things where good bad and ugly this last year for me.Looking back whats been going on in my life this last year.A few more its joined the its club.After my dad breaking his hip in august and being in hospital for so long lost all his strength in his legs.Really hit him mentally aswell with being in Carlisle hospital so long at the start but then moved to Annan hospital for a  few weeks.Still being in the hospitals so long.No wonder my dads muscles in his legs disappeared.Being 89 year old very hard to build his muscles back up.Did not help being in bed 24/7 in Carlisle hospital.That caused more damage to my dad than him breaking his hip.Now my dad is in Lydia field care home in Annan. Its like being in a Butlins holiday camp after being in those hospitals so long.The last 3 weeks in the home dad is slowly building his strength back up in his legs and can stand up better now.
Other things this last year more bad and ugly things for me than good things.So really i have to do better next year with my life.Than what i have done in 2014.
Work side of things for me been up and down like a yoyo this last year.Infact getting started then with some work at certain companies.Getting promises at the start but when got started the its got a hold of me.There promises out the window and the real ugly company showed its face.It was a joke couldnt belive it i got sucked into the its companies.You see here in uk work is hard to come by its nearly all agency work or you only get less than 26 hours a week to live on.That is not possible.Talk about getting used and abused by companies who only want you for the cheapest labour they can find.
One thing on monday night made me smile after talking to Melissa in the afternoon and my team Liverpool actually winning aswell. Yes Liverpool scored and won at Anfield on monday night.Made the start of my week good for a change.With being xmas day last week i was bored.Even did my hour exercise to past time away with being that bored on xmas day.It was the most quietness xmas day i have ever had.With my dad in care home and my daughter in York.Only me here by myself.Which does not bother me at all being alone.As xmas day was just a normal day for me so exercises done and cleaned and music was on aswell.Nothing changes on that fact in my life.
My G+ friends and Facebook friends made my 2014 a wee bit better for me with all the banter,tunes and  pics.Made my days go by better for me thankyou.
Yes we are on the last day of 2014.When the bells sound out at midnight tonight.To bring 2015 in Happy New Year to you all make it a good one.
                                                  Adrian

November 30th update

November seemed to go by quick for some reason.This last month things been up and down.My dad is still in Annan hospital and will be moved to Lydiafield home tomorrow.Lydiafield home is a like a holiday camp compared with being in hospital since end of august 2014.My dad is still hoping he will get home one day soon.He knows that until that day comes along he will be in care home with 24/7 nurses there with him.Each day with me going seeing my dad and just do the best i can for him.
What else been going on this last month big drama with Ebay over an item what i bought on there site and still Ebay will not pay out what iam owed.The Ebay 30 day back money guarantee does not work.As this drama been going over this so called electrical item since end of september 2014. Yes they sell an electrical item on there site but when it arrives its only battery operated.
If you buy the product on Ebay and it says this
 PediClean Electric Pedicure Ped Pod File Foot Care Dry Hard Skin Remover Kit Set
On main advert on Ebay for the product it says its electric that is what it says.So you think its electrical.Wrong its battery operated only.When it arrived here at my home i looked at it and thought they sent wrong product to me.So checked on my Ebay account and it says its electric.So i contacted them and thats is when the roundabout started to get spun round by the third party company and Ebay.When you look at advert on Ebay its the same but scroll down past the Ebay advert to color-pro advert and third of the way down there advert its says the AA batteries are not included. Hold on its says its electrical on the main advert of Ebay. As they say its electric and its really battery only.
That makes it a scam con buy color-pro and Ebay  to the customers like me who buy it thinking it is electric product and we receive a battery product. Color-pro sell it on Ebay and Ebay knows that.When i tried the Ebay money back guarantee thats failed aswell.As Ebay will not honour that money back guarantee what they offer. So Ebay and Color-pro are scamming customers with fraud products on Ebay web site to honest customers to just get there money of them.Thats what they done to me.Will update you more about that scam and drama by Ebay and Color-pro.
The other thing happened this month my team Liverpool actually won yesterday at Anfield.At long last we played as a team just and got the winning goal. Thats a good at last for Liverpool.
The other thing whats being going with me is that saying .
You can pick and choose your friends.You never can pick and choose your family.

Last few days of October 2014 update

This last few days of october a bit different for me.Not wrote as much in october on here of my blog.Just not been in the writing mood.With this last month and my dad still in hospital after breaking his hip.Going into the ninth week since it happened.With dad being 89 it will take a long time to get back on his feet.Since he got moved to Annan hospital he has steadily building his muscles back up but is taking longer to do that. You see with being 6 weeks in Carlisle hospital in bed 24/7 did not help my dad at all. As i wrote before the physio who works those wards only has time once per day to do physio with the patients for 15 mins. As not enough time in the day to see the patients for physio fro 3 or 4 times what the patients should get.With my dad being 89 in bed in Carlisle hospital 24/7 apart from 15 minutes physio. No wonder my dad has no muscles in his legs after breaking his hip. Annoying part others are saying dad would not do the physio. Wrong as dad wanted to get out of bed but they would not let him until physio was with him.That once per day.
Dad has been in Annan hospital now 3 weeks and his has improved slowly.Thats thanks to the staff there who get dad up and dressed and doing phsyio through the day building dads strength back up slowly.You see staff  in Annan hospital they put the patient first to help them to get back on there feet 100% . What a difference from dad being in Carlisle hospital to being in Annan hospital.
This last month for my dad been even harder for him as its been 5 years since my mum went to the safe place in life. Dad being stuck in hospital and couldnt be at home with mum.Made himself even more angry but as dad knows mum is in his heart forever.Knows mum is ok for rest of his life.
Also this last month my team Liverpool are going down hill instead of up hill like they should be.Watched them against Real Madrid and problems arrived just after 20 mins and then after they scored we went down hill quicker than they thought.To top it all of at half time the so called forward player Balotelli swapped his shirt with a Real Madrid player.The it never played in the second half.The it is one of the worst buys Liverpool have done.They even played him yesterday against Hull. I not watched that game yet but what match of the day and the papers say and friends on G+ the it was no good at all.At least our defence kepted a clean sheet. Yes we drew but not score as the it again couldnt score. Liverpool the main bad egg in the team is Balotelli  needs to be extracted straight away.Then the few other bad eggs can be sorted out. Mignolet for starters.Another it did not rate before he come to Liverpool.Since being in goals he has caused to many problems and does not command the defence at all.I seen him drop so many or miss so many crosses in a lot of games.Mignolet seriously needs sorting out before he plays anymore games for Liverpool.Now thats two players of Liverpool needs there P45 straight away.As the other few blips in the team would be easier to sort out when the two main its are gone. Win lose or draw i will always support Liverpool.
Sunday afternoon just getting a brew and scone and then going to see my dad in Annan hospital for a few  hours and its raining as normal here. Time for brew now :-)

Last post of september 2014

September is on its last day of 2014.Yes 8 days ago i added another year in my life.As me being in my mid life. Its going not to bad at moment as far as i know.my dad still in hospital now going into the sixth week of being in Carlisle hospital after breaking his hip.Time is virtue for my dad to get better and back on his feet. With my dad doing a physio exercise once per day for around 15mins and the rest of the day in bed.No wonder his leg muscles have disappeared.Now in the sixth week and still only once per day doing any physio.Does not help my dad get back on his feet to get back home. After dad breaking his hip and getting chest infection aswell.Dad should being doing physio exercises 3 or 4 times per day to build his muscles up to get back on his feet.Now in the sixth week dad is trying his hardest to get back on his feet but with only one physio exercise per day is knocking dad back instead of forwards.When i go and see dad each day all i can do is talk to him as i can not take him for a walk etc as its against there rules and health and safety aswell. Real truth the cut backs in the hospital are responsible for my dad not getting back on his feet correctly.As the staff do not have time to exercise dad more in a day.With cut backs and the amount of patients the only physio on those words has to do.Does not have enough time in his one day.To help and exercise patients more than just only once.Yes talking like to a brick wall.The only good thing at moment is my dad is getting a wee bit better each day.
Also this last month other things been not to bad for me.Apart from Liverpool not on good going at moment.We nearly won against Everton last saturday but drew.I didnt watch the game live as i was with my dad i watched it at night.Liverpool have still a lot of work to do.To get the team 100% solid again.We have game away against Basel tomorrow night in the european cup.Just hope we can beat them at there ground.As long as we play as a team not individuals.
Certain it and its who tried to bite me in september. Been quiet this last few weeks.Seems they will think i forgotten about those it and its. Little do they know iam one step ahead of the its. And i will sting them like a bee when the time is right.Seeing an its face when that happens makes me feel so proud i stung them.After they bit me and failed.
2014 september closes in a few hours.Morning power walk for me will be the first one for october 2014.

Middle of september 2014 update

Well belive it or not after being floored for 6 days by the dreaded throat bug. Did manage to kick it in to touch at the beginning of this last week. With it oot of my body could go in to the hospital to see my dad with out infection I caught. My dad is slowly getting back on his feet.After breaking his hip and chest infection in the hospital aswell. Took It out of him totally.Will take a long time to build his strength and muscles back up. So far dad is stepping forward in getting himself back on his feet to get home. Tuesday felt good in myself and my day went even better when talked to Melissa on the dog and bone and with me back on my own two feet. The words just flowed of my tongue as we talked me and Melissa. Yes iam back to being me after dreaded bug infection I caught. That's twice now pushing right buttons on Melissa making her day go better for herself.
Also this last week my daughter got herself a new place to live away from the it.That was perfect for my daughter as she has waited for long enough. My Diane is stepping forward in her life good on her.
With me getting rid of the infection and my dad improving a wee bit more and my daughter moving on in her life. Pressing the buttons on Melissa. Things going good for me the last 6 days for a change. Hold on one down point I did right a post about my team but again my team Liverpool played crap yesterday. I couldn't belive it watching the game online. Liverpool team get your ass out of the right side of the bed again in future the day you are going to play.As yesterday you should not have even turned up it was crap. o more excuses Liverpool team players just get your finger out of your ass and play as a team 100% not 0%. This coming Tuesday against Middlesboro at Anfield in cup game. Lets see what happens if we play as a team 100% or not.
Today being my lazy sunday chill out day sort of not really as I cleaned and done an hour exercise aswell. Infact using my one and only brain cell having a good think whats going on in my life.My lazy chill out day been ok so far as far I know ;-)

September first weekend update .

This last week been a bit different for me in fact its not really sunk in yet. Main thing is my dad and he has improved a little each day this last week.Dad is steadily building his strength back up each day.He knows it will take time to be back on his feet and back home.Today when I seen dad we chatted for an hour before my sisters arrived.It was good for us to talk to each other about various things what was going on including my work.With a few more positive vibes coming out of dad now.Is for the better for him.Taking things day by day dad is and that's the best way for dad.
Beginning of this last week I had it all planned out on Monday what I was going to do for the day.But a phone call 8.20am Monday morning changed my day and my week and future aswell.Got a call from delivery company saying they short of a driver and can I fill the vacancy they have.I said yes straight away.So my day plan out of the window of to work I go.Things went ok at the work on Monday and I got work for the rest of the week aswell.Yes I got work and will be working from now on as long as I do the work the best I can.With out to many blips each day to put a spanner in the works. Will be there on Monday for the work and will just go with the flow each day at the works.
My dad has improved and I got work so this last week has been for the better not for the worse for me.That makes a change.Tonight in about 20mins will go and have a hot radox salts bath.Soak for while and then hit my sack for a good sleep tonight.

Last Day Of August 2014

This last week in my life been with my dad each day.The medical team managed to replace part of dads hip and pin new hip in last sunday.With dad being 89 it will take a long time for him to get back on his two feet and back home. This last 2 days dad has improved a lot infact on Friday he looked better than what he did before fall. He was eating and drinking cups of tea. Good to see my dad improve a little on this long road of recovery for him.Dad yesterday got it in his bones he wants to get home but knows could be a while before the docs let him home.Patience is virtue for dad in this situation.Each day being there with dad I know its different for him.But last 2 days been for dad its positive vibes flowing out him not negative vibes.So that's good to see for my dad.As taking day by day dad should improve a little more.
Other things this week away from my life on hold.My team Liverpool on Monday got stuffed by Man City last Monday night.We didn't really play bad through the game just couldn't knit it together to match and beat Man City.We have a lot to do still lets see what happens against Spurs this afternoon.
Little bit of good news for me was at my dentist on Friday morning for check up and all my teeth are ok.Friday was a good day for me with my dad improving  and my teeth are ok aswell.
Today being sunday lazy chill out day for me.Well changed it for a change and will do my mad exercise for an hour to sweat some of this fat out of me.This last 10 days with being with dad each day. My fat cells been fatting up on my body.So time to burn them off me.

24th August Update on my dad.

This last week was sort of going ok and another it appeared in my life.Away from about that it.Last Thursday seen my dad in the morning he was just finishing his breakfast.Said I was of home to reseal my bath and see him later on.Little did I know what was going to happen. Finished sealing  bath and having a brew when phone rung.It was dad saying he couldn't get up and I said will be there straight away.Got to my dads house and found him laying on kitchen floor.His knee slipped as he turned and went straight down.Dad said a lot of pain in his right hip.Straight on to doctor and ambulance. Doctor said dads hip or ankle is broken. Got to Carlisle hospital with dad and then with xrays and ct scan. Xrays revealed dad has broken his hip. As Thursday went on the docs give dad some morphine for pain but it conflicted in dad and made his body go regited every few minutes.After ct scan dad did not as much regited but still with his heart rate to high.The docs couldn't do anything and until he calmed down a  bit.As time went by on Thursday he did calm down a bit but not enough to operate on.Me and my brother came home as our sisters where there with dad waiting for the medical team to look at dad.They moved dad to a ward and will look at him in morning to see if they could or not operate on his hip.Friday went along but dad being in pain and blood pressure to high. They still could not operate on.Saturday arrives I went to see dad but 10 mins before I got there they taken him to be operated on. I was on the way home got a call from sister and dad refused the opp at the theatre.So with dad being wound up they sent him back to ward and will try again in morning.This morning my brother and sister where with dad and got him to accept op and he went in the theatre for the opp ok.I went this afternoon as dad was back in the ward and what a difference in him.Dad was talking to me and my brother and his wife in a lot better way.But with still the drugs in him from operation.Repair to his hip it will take a long time for dad to get back on his feet.Dad made me laugh said he will be home tonight if not will be home tomorrow.Today for  my dad after having operation and is on the long road of recovery for him.This is where patience is a virtue for dad and I will be there for him the best I can for dad.

9th August things are eemmmm

Seemed what i said in this post has crossed a few wires to some who has read it.Let me word it a bit better this time.Another few it + its joined the its club of mine.Those who iam on about are the ones about certain work what i had and not had cause of the its.The good feeling  my bones was there and then gone as the its caused it to disappear.You see being expendable as iam that is what iam use to happening in my life of work.On the personal side of me i have my own brick walls around me heart.My own protection as iam very careful who i will let in my heart in the future.Yes i can let my own steam off in my own way.To what ever i write on here is just part of me but not all my own personal feelings etc get wrote on here.As they are private to me and my heart.My Good Bad and Ugly life of mine is running correctly and will not be run up the garden path again by any it or its in my life.God i love it as its my life....

The last tune i posted Bad To The Bone is 100% Brilliant

George Thorogood & The Destroyers - Bad to the Bone (Live at Montreux 2013)

End of July 2014 post.

This last month been a bit different for me in all ways. The main thing is my dad is getting better after him being ill. Infact he improving each day but will take time to get most of his strength back in him.With the start of July with me helping dad not a lot of anything else going on in my life.But this last week things went a wee bit better for me.Saturday night was helping with a disco for the night.Things went ok even when it all the equipment had to be moved inside when the heavens opened up. The night went even better when karaoke got started.The birthday party started to get going after the down pour outside.As they started to sing there songs and got into the party spirit.As the night went on and drinks flowing and singing and dancing couldnt ask for more at Emmas birthday party.Later on in the evening things couldnt get better but they did as someone who i knew from a long time ago Mandy came in to the pub with her friends.Not seen her for a lot of years.So time to catch up on a wee bit of gossip with Mandy.Her friend Louise was up singing on karaoke and dancing aswell.Through in bar talking to to Mandy + Louise caught my eye.Then shock to my system kicked in and hell it felt really good.Infact as the night was just getting even better for me.Let you know more when i know more myself.
Yes end of July 2014 and finishing of for me in the good way in my life.With my dad is getting better and i got part of me kick started what i thought was gone for good. So July is finishing of for me in the best possible way i could ask for :-)

July 11th

Summer is here belive or not.Sitting here writing this post and temp is 23 here in my living room.
This last 2 weeks been a wee bit different for me.My dad not be to well at all and sort of hit him bad.With being grounded in his house as the illness taking all the strength out of him.So been with my dad the last 2 weeks each day helping and looking after him the best I can.With not being here and there looking for work etc. Otherwise everything has been put hold as I look after my dad.
ben using my brain cell when I get the chance to the last few weeks to make sure its still works.My team Liverpool just sold Suarez thought they might have given one last chance but they not and sold him him for 75 million.The bad egg is gone and Liverpool will just move on better with out him.Brendan Rogers has already lined up a replacement for the number 7 shirt.
This being Friday afternoon and things with my dad going ok today and the sun is out to shine aswell.
The so called work with Advance is all going to plan to hit them where it hurts. As between Advance and Tescos who wanted me to work in fake work for them.Makes you wonder which one will say its there fault totally. Now that's a big question for them.You see me being being quiet with being with my dad this last 2 weeks. Tescos and Advance think I forgotten about the fake job they advertised for.While being with my dad helping him.In quiet times got me brain cell working better about the  2 it companies.Who stood on my toes.Will write more as i find out more about the its.
Now with hot summer here the weekend is nearly here aswell.I will make the most of it the best i can with my dad.Time to start to cook my dinner.Will write another post soon :-)

End of my week feeling good.

This last five days been a bit different for me.Started of on Monday when the its company tried to bite and sting me but I didn't even bat an eye lid at them.So Monday was ok to a point.Tuesday was with my dad most of the day.Helping him move about as he twinged his back while in the garden.Wednesday now this date of the year means a lot to me as it was 20 years ago my daughter Diane was born in to this world.Yes Di is now in her twenties.Diane has left her teenage years behind her.My daughter Diane is a young lady and iam proud of her.She was even happier when her present arrived yes with her name on the back of  Liverpool home shirt.Wednesday went as good as I could make it for her with not being at home.But we will make up for it when she gets back home to have a few wkds with her dad.
Thursday went sort of well aswell. Good feeling in my bones is making things go better for me. Today Friday as today went so far its been ok.Even in my second hour of exercise this afternoon pushed myself more and sweated more aswell.It felt really good.Yes got back into doing my full hour exercise twice per day 6 days per week.As sunday is my lazy chill out day.
As for the it and its who joined the club the last few weeks.Patient is a virtue with those its as they will never get the better of me after what they done to me. It will take time as those its responsible what they done to me. They will get hung in mean time.
My team Liverpool ok all talk about Suarez carry on.A lot out there are forgetting Liverpool has a whole team to get ready ready for the next season.Not just Suarez. Yes he did wrong but Suarez will bounce back after ban is lifted. Until that day Brendan Rogers will sign a few more and let a few go from Liverpool as they do not fit in to the way he is building the team for the kick of next season.Without Suarez Liverpool will still play the best we can in each game.When his ban is over he has to play his heart out with out any miss apps again.
Its Friday evening the sun is still out to play and time for me to relax for an hour or two.
                       Adrian

Lazy Sunday day in the sun :-)

Well since i last posted on here a lot of things happening to me.Some for the good but more for the bad and ugly.With world cup on and of course i do support Liverpool my only hope was no serious injuries to any Liverpool players. Especially when play against Uruguay with Suarez playing for them.As game went on Suarez scored twice and England getting beat not very good at all.But at least no injuries to any Liverpool players.Also a week past on friday got a call from the Advance area manager from cumbria about work.Here we go again.As i wrote in the last two posts just a bit about whats going on but after this last week so much more whats happened by Advance securities.But my hands are tied at moment as i need a bit more evidence before i can tell you all what really has happened and its true.You will will not belive it but its happened. I can not wait to write about them what they done to me.
Otherwise this last few weeks been quiet in all departments of me.Infact to quiet must be with the sun being out to play and its hot.But been to humid at through the night the last two weeks.So sleep not as good as it should be with being humid. Yes summer is here and its going very well.We can not complain about it.Just enjoy the best we can.
Not writing much in this post as my brain cell wants to rest as this morning was writing my diary out for the last 10 days whats been going on.Took me nearly two hours writing it.My brain cell then went on strike.So even being lazy sunday.I went over to my dads and cut his hedge and weeded his front garden.Sweat was running of me like i was in the shower.I love it my lazy sunday chill out day nearly went to plan today.Time to put my one and only brain cell to bed for the night.
                                           Cat
                   

My Sunday Chill Out Day :-)

Yes summer is here  well its meant to be.As for yesterday the rain took over the day but it was warm.Then last night rain went to sleep for the night the sun popped out before sun down. Through the night it was warm through the night. Made my sleep not to good as woke up with sweat all over me ahhh.As with being my lazy sunday don't normally do any exercises as its my lazy day.But with being warm through the night my was full of sweat and I had to get it out of me.So lazy chill out day put on hold the last hour. Sweat I did doing my hour exercise.In fact it felt good getting rid of all the bad sweat out of me and shifted some of my fat of me aswell.
Now just here with my cup of tea and just thought i write a wee bit on my blog.
After the certain its what they done to me 2 weeks no further with them yet.As I still not received the cheque they meant to send to me with in 10 working days. So Advance security you have until the 13.06.14 for me to receive the cheque or not receive it. You see I cant say to much on here or any other site until after 13.06.14 Otherwise they have 5 working days left to play with and if they stand on my toes again. Then cat here will hang them dry. This is where my patients have to be strong and not to jump in the deep end and drown. So after this Friday coming I will know what I can write about Advance Security.
Even with being 16 years since my life got changed around. This last been having a good think about whats been going on in my life since it got changed around.Things been good bad and ugly but belive it or not more all the good   than bad and ugly. Yes made a lot mistakes etc but recovered stronger from them. So the it and its out there can not knock me back down again. Like the its two weeks ago from Advance Securities did not knocked me down.They tried to but never succeeded.
Away from me rattling on about that.My wee friend Nana been going with the flow this last week and with her natural beauty. Even with a wee blip she got through the week. Does not stop her natural beauty. But they are its out there who try and use her and put her down. That's when Nana's inner strength she has is used.Each day for Nana from being a great mother to her daughter and her natural beauty to show everyone out there she is 100% awesome makes her life go with the flow each day.
My team Liverpool made a signing this last week and another one in the pipe line.Think we all know its our defence and goal keeper  that needs a over haul in the team.As last season we done better but it was the back 5 let us down. Makes me cringe watching the mistakes Liverpool  they made last season through the back 5 players in the squad.  Knowing Brendan Rodgers will get them sorted out in the back 5 before kick of for next season. Watched Englands friendly the other night and yes 5 Liverpool players playing. But England have a lot to do to progress in this world cup.As for my opinion they get through the first round but I do not think they will get through the next round. You see with so many foreign players in the Scottish and English  premier league our own country players do not get the chance. As the money mens market behind each team are only to make money what ever way they can. They seem to forget this is uk and we need born and bred players from uk to play for Scotland and England,Wales and Ireland. I can remember when Liverpool won the league without an English player in the team. They had all Scottish,Irish and Welsh players in Liverpools team and won the league.They was uproar in the Fifa about them not having any English players in the team. Nowadays you are lucky to find 2 or 3 home grown players in the teams in uk top flight.
Yes sunday afternoon now time to put some tunes and get a brew and and I will relax and  let my brain cell chill out for the rest of the day.
                                               Adrian

16 Years Gone By Since My Life Was Changed

Sunday my lazy chill out day but today is a wee bit different . As its 16 years ago around 18.16 hours  since my life was changed in a way. I not asked for but it really did happen to me. Driving home from work 1.06.98 around 18.00hrs when a bus hit me car. Did not help it been raining hard and roads flooded aswell.But to this day the accident was not my fault at all but it killed me twice but was lucky to keep my ugly face.Thank god ;-)
Looking back this last 16 years of my life whats been going. This last week just not been good as I wrote in last post got a permanent job but it kicked me in the teeth on the second introduction day when was called from area manager to say there was no job as cut backs. Will tell you more in post in the next few weeks when I write.As still a lot to be sorted out about what Advance security done to me. So this last week not been to good to me and doesant help with around 18.16 hrs today is the 16th year of the crash what changed my life.
Mind you the certain it after the crash killed me more than the crash did to me. That it nearly succeeded in doing that but I still had some strength and courage left in me to get away from the it.Did that and my daughter who I would do anything for knew that her dad would do.After so long after accident got away from it and my daughter was first priority in my life.The it tried to kill me more she couldn't break the bond between dad and daughter. That got the it even more angry and still couldn't do anything to get at me apart from hurting her daughter even more to get at me.In the end up my daughter was made in full custody to me.So with Diane being around 6 years old her old dad brought her up alone.I had to move back home to where I come from. To restart my life from scratch.
As the years went on me getting back on my feet but still certain it and its out there knocking me down.But what they did not relise I was getting stronger and back standing on my feet.The it+its could not knock me down or bully me like they use.As the strong Adrian was not vulnerable like he was after car accident and what the it did to me in the past.
Even this last week with getting knocked back by the fake real job from Advance securities.I did not bite and will not. As its nothing to me.Just next work I get offered I will not tell anyone I got it until I get it all in black and white and iam working for them.Mind you the last 2 days been a wee bit black and fronted after me telling everyone I had full time work.The last 2 weeks to tell them now I haven't got the work as it was fake full time work from Advance securities.
So another wee blip to try and knock me down but its not succeeded. As I know I will get a better job out there in that big bad world.
Been reading back through my blog since I started to write it and hell things been up and down like a yoyo in my life.Yes the good bad and ugly times the last 10 years been writing on my blog.You can go back read it all if you are brave enough. Infact some of it I have to read a few times getting own memory to think about what was going hehehe.
Now you will relise why iam expendable.After being knocked so far down in the deepest rut.My own real life was so far down and out it was bad.But I picked myself up and got out of the deep rut what the its put me in after car accident.Now a days real me is closed of as its still try and knock me down but do not succeed.Even this last week about the fake work from Advance securities i got and then they kicked in the teeth by them by saying no work.It did not knock me down at all.Well just a wee bit being honest.Even some work what i will do as long as its completed no matter if I come back dead or alive.As that is for work I will get used and abused as long as I get paid for it when its completed.But this last week was a real fake job the lead me up the garden path then sxxx on me.That is not a logical thing to do to me.Ball is in cats corner now.Time to play and I will with that company.
As for this evening will be with my dad and have a wee dram or two with him.Best way to finish my lazy chill out day of the week with my dad.

Positive Vibes May 2014

With football season closed now.My team Liverpool actually did a lot better than we all thought.This last season has been the best for a lot of years at Anfield.We still a lot of blips in the team to get sorted out.To make us back to being the strong Liverpool team very hard to beat. Brendan Rogers has been rebuilding Liverpool football team since the first day he got managers job.He is going the right way about things pick Liverpool back up on there feet.But as I say he knows they are still a few problems in the team and he will sort them out this summer.Meaning new signings with a few departures from the team.My opinion the defence and goal keeper where the changes will have to be.As the last season proved there are not solid at all in the defence.So time they moved on and get some real gladiators in the defence who work as a team complete all the time.Not part time.
Things for me this last month been up and down in my life.In fact was more down in the deep rut all the time.Until a few weeks ago applied for a job and got an interview and it all went very well.Not like the one job interview I had the previous week what just knocked me down.After this interview was told they would let me know within 7 days if I was successful.On the Friday 9th got a phone call and said I got job as long as security checks go through ok on me.Well I couldn't belive it that Friday night I couldn't sleep.Thinking only about the work.They said again will let me know after final security checks are done.Then on Friday 16th I got another call and all my security checks passed on me.That means I got the work yess.Again could sleep that night ;-).Next week I start for them on the 27th May in full time work.Now it not really sunk in my head yet and will not until after next Tuesday it will do.With it being a full job for me.it will feel good to have some money back in my pocket.To be able to buy what I want and of course pay the bills without struggling.
This last week on Monday was a good start to the week for me.Makes a change on a Monday.Reason being me and my friend Nana had a really good weekend and hell of a sleep on sunday night.With the both of us having positive vibes flowing out of us on Monday morning that's why our week started of in style.Talk to katie on the phone on Monday and her customer service was 100% perfect in her work.Infact Katie soon one day we can dip together our rich tea biscuits  in our cups of teas ;-)
Yes its only Thursday and still have positive vibes flowing out of me.Never felt this good in myself for a long time in my life.Good to have the feeling positive vibes in me after such a long time of negative vibes coming out of me.

Friday 2nd of May 2014 Update

Well after my team Liverpool getting beat by Chelsea at Anfield last sunday.Did not really start this week of in a good way.But with still another two games to go Liverpool must win that is what we have to do to win the title for the first time in 24 years.Next game is on monday night against crystal palace at there ground.Just hope our neighbours on mersey side beat Man city tomorrow.We just have to wait and see.
Anyways i got a call last week again from Hidden hearing.This has been going on the last 8 years getting letters and calls from Hidden hearing.When i applied to Hidden hearing was about there latest Hidden hearing for me and my mum.Little did i know that 8 years later they still send letters out and  still call my house or mobile phones.I have sent them letters and told them that it was cancelled and they said they cancelled it but they havent.You see what they tell people who want to use Hidden hearing is free for check up but then the costs arise so much.But when you do not buy from Hidden hearing they do not tell you they will contact you buy letter or phone every 6 months etc for life.Even when you cancel it with them! Hidden hearing do not delete your details after they tell you they do.Now last week the person on the phone from Hidden hearing said to me that after i explained it to her it was cancelled.Even though she called me as there computer tells her to call me as iam on there records.She said she will tell her manager and get it cancelled but hold Hidden Hearing have said that a lot of times to me.Still not cancelled.Reason being is that they only press cancel account button think it has but the admins at Hidden Hearing have there main computer set up to anyone who tries to cancel with Hidden Hearing.To put there account in hibernation.So that every 6 months that account awakes and they send a letter and call that person.Hoping they will buy from Hidden hearing so that the main boss gets more to spend on himself.
Now after this going on 8 years now with Hidden Hearing.They still try to bully me and other customers aswell to buy from Hidden Hearing even though we all cancelled the accounts with Hidden Hearing.I will not get paid for this but time is right for  cat to stop this bulling by Hidden Hearing going on.
Yes its friday afternoon the sun is still out just and the weekend just is around the corner.You all have  a good one.As i will try to.By the way back in to doing my wee bit of exercises and losing my fat again ;-)

Easter Lazy Chill Out Day Going Plan

As its my lazy chill out day of the week its went to plan.With a bit of help from Liverpool wining aswell.Last after being in 23 mins in my hot steaming radox salts bath.It just knocked me out for the night.I slepted even better through the night.This morning as it was my lazy day i do not normally do any exercises at anytime through my lazy day but this morning i had that buzz in me to make my body work out and sweat.So got me ass out my bed at 6.26am on my lazy sunday morning and  done a full hour exercise.Hell it felt good.
As the morning went by just good think about whats been going on the last week.After good think got myself a few ideas for this next week what i will make happen for real.My lazy sunday got to midday and it was kick off for my team Liverpool against Norwich and blow me to god we scored only 4 mins in to the game.Here we go again and then a little later we scored again.Half time time things looking good as long as do not let what happened against Man City last week with scoring 2 goals in the first half.Belive it or not it happened again.Norwich scored twice in the second half yes here we go again.Yes we scored the third goal what a relief.Final whistle went and i could relax.Here meant to be my lazy chill out day.Anyways we took another step forward to win the premiership this year.Next sunday we got Chelsea at Anfield 14.05 kick of.So my lazy chill out day next sunday will be put on hold when game kicks off.
As for tonight just going to chill out with a few tunes on this easter sunday night as tomorrow with being easter bank holiday nothing planned apart from shifting my fat of me doing my wee bit of hour exercises through the day.

14th April 2014

Not had my writing head for a while infact since the 22nd march.Give my one and only brain cell a wee rest.But after yesterday my team Liverpool kick started my brain in the right gear.Watched and listened to the Liverpool game and after first half things looking good but all changed in second half.OMG it did but after nearly my one and brain cell giving up we scored again and made it 3-2.On the edge of our seats all us Liverpool fans until final whistle.When the ref blew it just one hell of a big sigh of relief for the team and all the supporters world wide for Liverpool.Now we have 4 games to go and we must win each one.To lift the premiership trophy first time for 24 years.So this sunday against Norwich at there ground will be another nail biting experience to us Liverpool fans and team aswell of course.

This last few weeks things went sort of not to plan and to plan for me.The negative vibes where caused by even more its what joined the club.The so called its infact the last ones where taking the biscuit and i nearly flipped.The issue with the its from Boots is not finished yet infact the one who runs Boots thinks i just forgotten about all what they done and still doing to customers.You see my patiences with them is strong i will just fire all my evidence against Boots in my own time.You see when an it uses me they crumble even more when they think they got away with it.When i hit them with all my evidence for real in my own time.Another it what joined the club was another job i was after.I should have smelled the rat when things went from 2+2=4 to 2+2=5 in the matter of hours after i was offered the job.From after interview was meant to be picked up later on to go on a 2 hour training with the night time manager.He called me and picked me up but 2+2=5 kicked right into gear with the security firm.The 2 hours training ended up being 6 hours training.Hold on do i get paid for the 6 hours.Thats not been answered yet.As 2+2=5 was rolling in more.The way they run the security firm was totally wrong.Infact when there on my first visit to the security firm office.As soon as i walked in i could cut the atmosphere out with a chain saw.Infact i seen pig stys in better condition.There was i on the first interview with the security manager.Things not going like how they should go.After i got home after so called training 2 hours (6 hours) i unwound myself and knew cant do that job.So next day told the manager who interviewed me that i would not work for them.There was so much wrong with Pro tect security i would not jump on there sinking ship.

The old saying you can pick and chose your friends but you cant pick and chose your family.Thats true.

As for me been there wore the Teeshirt in that situation so many times and it happened again the last few days.So me being me i just backed off and will wait and see what happens but as i not told any members of my family what iam up to.They will make there own not true stories about me again. Families members we can pick and chose them can we.

One thing i have started to get back into is doing my hour exercises again.Belive or not i was getting fat again.Started to like it but when the old heartburn came back.i knew that i would have to get rid of my fat.Done it before so doing it again.This morning doing my exercise and it felt so good.The sweat was running of me in style.Got to do my wee bit exercise twice a day just to keep myself trim.

Time for a brew and double choc chip cookie.You all enjoy this start to this week have a good one.

Weekend is here...

Yes the weekend is here and so far its been dry wet and snow showers aswell but sun just came back out.Weird weather at the moment. We just have to live with it no matter what the weather decides to give us each day in our lifes.As for my rant the other day on here.Seemed to ruffle a few feathers for some reason.
The it and its at Boots not got back to me yet since the area manager called me.Hold on she did say she would call me back but as the it has not called me back.She joined the its club for Boots.Me being me and as for Boots they have until midnight on the 28.03.14 to get back to me.If they dont all my 100% evidence against Boots will be launched.So at moment i would like to fire all the evidence to everyone as iam itching to do that but my strong patience will last until midnight next friday.Remember Boots you can run but you cant hide.Another thing on my rant was about work i apply for they take a look at my cv see the dates and say iam a lazy man and bin it.You and i know a lot just work for agencies who recruit for the employers.But as they just play around with you and do not give a hoot who they pick for the jobs.They just know that work is scarce out there and they know they can bully you into applying for the work and then never get back to you as your name does not suit them at the agency.You see now iam with get this 17 agencies as they get the simple contract from employers to find people to work for them.As me and you know there is good bad and ugly employment agencies out there.They make sure you register with them as they get more money in there wage packets as long you registered with them.Never heed if they get you work or not.Otherwise you are in a lucky dip bag with agencies if you get work with them or not.Infact as you see out there a lot just saying only up to 16 hours work as they still say you can clain JSA so the agencies employers make more money for themselves.
Just a little taste of what evidence i have about certain its.If you do not mind tell if its right our wrong?
They deliver prescription drugs etc but when the delivery person knocks on door.Someone answers the door and the delivery person hands package to them and then walks off with no signature.Next door the delivery person knocks on and no answer.The delivery person leaves them in porch etc and walk away without no one there or signed for.When back at depot the packages not been delivered as they run out of time to deliver them they just dumped  them on floor in depot and they just go home.So the one who is in charge at the shop has no idea whats been delivered or not mind you they dont even get signed for.
Is this the new way of delivering prescriptions packages to customers ?
Anyways away from that the sun is out to play at moment but its cold mind you winter is hanging on longer.
This afternoon will watch my team Liverpool and yes i said it last week we just might sneak the title this year but we need to play out our skins each and every game what is left.If we do Liverpool will win it.
You all have a good weekend and providing Liverpool win this afternoon will treat myself to a hot radox salts bath tonight and relax more.Right time to do a wee bit of exercises to get my fat of me ;-)

A little about me for real.

If you not been reading my post on here of my blog this is just wee bit about me.
After whats gone on so far in my past i have been pushed and pushed so close to the edge but never has any it ever got me to go over the edge totally in my life.Looking back on myself the last 16 years been a fight for me to get my life back on the right track.As far as i now i nearly have achieved that.But as each day goes along another it joins the club.After car accident nearly 16 years ago and to get my life back on track taken it out of me.But i keep going and not all the time i get things write and wrong.Moved back here to home to get my life back together and my mum and dad where brilliant and they helped me the best they could.At the same time i never forgot about my daughter i seen her every weekend and after the court cases she was made in my full custody.As her mother was the it from hell.At same time i was still getting my life back together.But a lot of its out there did not accept that at all.Infact around 8 years ago i was hit and knocked out by an it and never guess what other its joined in.But after being hit by a bus in car accident and dead 2 times aswell.The it and its who did that to me that night.Otherwise what goes around comes around.
Nearly 5 years ago not a very good year my daughter is doing ok here as no sight of here mother it from hell.My Jerry lee in around the beginning of July he was not well and couldnt figure out what was wrong with him.Then he started to bring blood up.So straight to see the vet and straight away took tests but at same time in Jerry Lees eyes i could tell he was dying.One of his kidneys collapse.It was killing him and i had to let Jerry lee go the safe place where he would not be in pain.Around a few months before that with Jerry my mum was not right and mum had alzheimers.With going to see mum each day with dad in the care home.With Jerry going to heaven he was my main back bone with mum being ill and in care home.So with each day mum gradually deteriorated each day.In october mum was nearly at the heavens door.But mum pasted away on the 11.10.09.Now with both my back bones  away from my life.Time for me to start again.My dad is now 89 and he has mum at home with him and in his heart forever.
My daughter left home and went to college and tried to build the bridge between her it mother.But never worked out.My Diane is now nearly 20 and she is doing ok and she knows her old dad is here for her all the time for her.
As time went along getting my life back together making me stronger with myself.So that no it can get the better of me again.But the last few months the its have done and they tried to knock me down but not succeed.With every job i apply for they ask for my work history and i write and tell them all what i can do.But when they see that the last 16 years my work dates do not match.they think straight away he is a lazy person as he has never worked for long.They do not read all the application they just stick me in the bin.I get that a lot and its really annoying but does not push me to closer to the edge.Just proves that there is a lot of its out there and they will try it on innocent people all the time.The it and its are just bullies and they get away with it until they walk in to me like iam a brick wall.After all they only sit behind a computer and just press the buttons and they do not give fxxx who ever they bin.
You see every job i go for infact 83 jobs i applied for since the start of 2014 and only got a couple of replies to say sorry you not qualified this time.Or they say when you send application in if you do not hear from us within 5 days means you not successful.You see i want work i need work to pay for things to live on.But when you get treated by its out there.You know chance of getting work.Its an uphill fight every day in life and the its make it even harder in your life.Thats why like sof me and for whats happened in my apst makes me stronger to stop the its getting at me.But the last few weeks they nearly did get me to break but my inner strength stopped me from breaking.You see i do an odd time get down and just step back and get my head clear what is going on.I have my own way of getting the negative vibes out my body.No its not drink what i turn to.So much going so far this year for me.One bonus is that my team Liverpool are playing much better than the last years.So much so after beaten Man Utd the other day i said it for the first time for a lot of years.We just might thats a strong might win the premiership title this year.We are playing like a how the Liverpool team should play.Yes still not completely 100% in the team but very close to be.
If you have read my past posts on here you will sort of know a bit for the good i hope.If you havent and reading this for the first time.When i say it or its in my posts they mean  waste of good fucking skin.I have my own way with certain words what i use when iam talking about it and its on here or for real.The last post i wrote about Boots they will be a lot more to write about Boots all depending whats happens on the 28.03.14 So i cant write anything more at moment about Boots until after that date.Now its time for my garlic pork with onion rings and then bread and butter pudding.

My sunday lazy day going good today for me :-)

Well after the previous week with the so called Boots.This last week want a wee bit better for me.Even today my lazy chill out day is going perfect with my team Liverpool just Beaten Man Utd 3-0 at Old Trafford.Now thats makes me and my lazy chill out day go even better.Compared with last weekend its 100% completely better this weekend.As for work a few jobs looking good to what i want to do.But the previous part time work with Boots went pear shape before i got that part time job with them.This last week Boots area manager for Dumfries and Galloway phoned me.Now after a wee while on phone to me.I was careful what i was saying but did not tell her all what happened.As i knew by her voice after a while on the phone to me she was panicking.As she knows its her patch and did not know what was going on at all or just turned blind eye what was really going.Hope she never get caught out.Wrong as the Boots have been caught out by Cat Expendable.What i have done i loaded up nearly all my 100% evidence against Boots and will fire it at Boots ceo Stefano Pessina for Boots and will ask him the big question is this how he runs Boots tell his managers and staff what to do to the customers.Can not wait until i hear that answer.
Anyways as iam back firing  on all cylinders in me and the positive vibes feeling flowing through my bones.Iam ready for the next step in my life what is flung at me.One thing or to this weekend and by end of my lazy day today i will have decided on what i want to happen very soon for me in my future.
Just so much going on but so little time to make things work in my life to make me enjoy life better.

Its Monday The Sun Is Out To Play Aswell :-)

Yes monday morning morning the sun is out to play.After being weighed down needless stress from the work last week.Iam back on firing on all cylinders in me.By hell it feels good.My last post i wrote about certain interviews i had for work yes the City Link interview is dead and buried.But the Boots interview what i wrote about and praised on.I was in the wrong. I should have relised that it was the calm before the storm.Now after all my years of work from delivering to collect all sizes of parcels.Yes i seen flaws in some of the companies i worked for but they changed the flaws to make it better to work for them.Other work what i do aswell is no matter what iam asked to do i will do it 100%and tell the employer when its done 100%.
The job at Boots what i wrote about in the last post.I got it and thought well if i do well for boots they will give me more work.yes it was part time to start with and only work 3 hours 5 days a week.But after phone call to tell me i got it things with Boots started making 2+2=5. I thought just a few blips at the start and things will get better.I was wrong it carried on 2+2=5 each day.It never improved for the better it just got worse each day.Infact i was only meant to get paid for 3 hours delivering and collecting but each day was over 4 hours.There is no window for deliveries infact none of packages where in order in the baskets to deliver.When checked them there was ones in the baskets not even on the list.They added more while i was checking the list to what was in baskets.So an hour later is when i got the baskets sort of sorted out for the quickest and best routes in this area.But when travelling to different towns and villages with packages and only having 2 hours left to do that in to deliver between 20 to 30 packages in. That is not possible to do.As lot of the packages where not delivered.Then when back to the shop at 17.40hrs hold on its my own time as i only get paid for until 17.00hrs.Then was asked where you been why not deliver all the packages as there other driver use to be able to do that.So another 2+2=5.This has went on each day since i was giving the job as delivery driver for Boots.At moment i cant write any more as its in Stefano Pessina hands as he runs Boots.
Away from any more winging on this monday morning the sun is out and positive vibes are flowing in my bones and feels good.You all have a good start to the week as i have :-)

Midweek update with a smile on my face :-)

Morning yes its midweek wednesday for us all.Liverpool did win on sunday and that made my week start of good for me.Since last time i posted on here 2 weeks ago.Things actually for me moving forward instead of backwards.When the new started work here was even quieter than expected.Seemed every job i went for a few thousand other people went for it aswell.As we all know always after xmas and new year work is hard to get in january,feb into march here in uk.So me being me just had a quick count up on all the jobs i applied for since the start of 2014.Below me to god 52 jobs i applied for.As for most what i applied for never got passed the email to tell me sorry you not qualified for this job.There was one i was hoping to get with City Link 1 year apprenticeship.At the start first problem on my pc could not download application form from there link on there City Link page on line.I tried and tried but no luck.I phoned a friend he tried and same thing it was all broken or pc could not open with file faulty or not decoded correctly.I emailed and called there office but they said it was ok but it was not.So 4 different computers from xp to vista that could not down load the apprentice application for City Link.But they said it was ok 2+2=5 already with City Link.Also i had emailed City Link to find out if they had age limit on the apprenticeship you can apply for.The person at City Link was Jane Healey who called me .She checked it out and said no age limit.So that i could apply for the apprenticeship.She told me i would get assessment call to go through the first stage.I also got a call from Jeni Hayes to conform it aswell from City Link.I asked Jeni Hayes aswell about the age limit and she said also there was no age limit for the apprenticeship at City Link.I received the assessment call from Jane Healey  and at end of call she said i passed and will have to go to the City Link Office at Carlisle for the next and final stage of the assessments City Link had for the apprenticeships.
At this stage i thought things looking very good for me to start the apprenticeship with City Link.At the same time i was still applying for work in other places aswell.As i know before i stop looking for work i need it in black and white that i have work.So things looking good with City Link  i thought!On the 18th feb up early catched early bus of to City Link office in Kingstown North  Carlisle.Yes got there in time but feeling not right in my bones since the assessment call the week before about City Link Apprenticeship.As i walked into there small reception i stood there for 10 mins before someone talked to me.As the office staff worked with there drivers.Not one acknowledge me standing there.2+2=5 here we go again.Then other men wanting the apprenticeship walked in.Four of us standing there and below me to god a staff member spoke to us.Said that go out that door and then will take us to the canteen.As we walked to the canteen i picked up on a lot of things not right.When walked into canteen the heat hit us.Small canteen with heater on high.No window open.It was to hot and with it being a canteen you expect cleanliness.But was wrong as straight away i notice the stains etc down wall aswell as being like an oven with the heat.Another two men walked in for the interview.That was 6 of us there for this 1 year apprenticeship.Being in the canteen for around 20 mins in the heat was not good for the candidates who was there for apprenticeship.The person what came in and said who he was and then took us through to the office room for our final assessment.In that room it was to cold.So from hot room to a cold room to be sitting there for over two hours.Did not add up at all.Apart from that is that there ridiculous way of taking on apprenticeships at City Link.No wonder bad feeling in  my bones.
As there was a man and woman who where the instructors who was conducting this part of assessment of the apprenticeship at City Link.With sitting down around one table each with laptop in front of us.They asked us to fill in application form in front us.But when filling in a question there saying about age to be under 25.Now two of us there where over 25 .We both asked about it and where told to just ignore it.So again 2+2=5 with City Link.Now no wonder bad feeling in my bones about City link.The instructor asked us them to complete two courses on the lap top being english and maths.Wait on its getting colder with just sitting there in the cold room after being in the hot room.
The two test course on the laptop is just of microsoft office suite what where trials etc.Infact i had done them on my computer around 8 years ago as its in microsoft office etc.So i just went through them done them all.After we finished the test on the laptop we had to go to the hot room again.while the rest of us finished.But with being in outside getting there and then in hot room and then in cold room.I was bursting for a pee.So asked where toilet was and was showed then told to go back in hot room and until they come and get me to finish interview of.When i went in the toilet well blow me to god they dirty.Both toilets with skid marks and not been flush or clean correctly.The urinals where dirty and sinks aswell.Made me cringed.
I went into the hot canteen and 5 mins later i was called to the finalise my interview with both instructors.They asked me a few questions.That was the end of my interview and will let me know within two days if i got the apprenticeship with City Link.But then they just got me a quick as they could out the nearest fire exit door.Bad feeling in my bones no wonder about City Link.
Yes got an email from City Link Jeni Hayes to tell me i did not get the apprenticeship with them.Now i knew i would get that. Infact if thats the way they treat apprentices no wonder about about employees and customer complaints.
So bad feeling in my bones after that farce with those its.Me being me applied for work with Boots in Annan as they needed a driver.Got through the first part and interview was on last friday.Now after being at the its interview early on in the week.This interview knew it would be good as good feeling in my bones about it.Went on the friday morning and met Corrina who was taking the interview with me.It lasted an hour and it was 100% perfect interview with Corrina.She knew how to interview perfect not like the its from City Link at beginning of the week.Corrina said at end of interview she will let me know on monday if i got the work our not.As i walked away from her office i had the good feeling in my bones.So monday this week was at dads house and unblocking one of the drains for him.My mobile buzzed and It was Corrina calling me and she said that i have the job.Yeeaaahhhaaa i got work brilliant. So next monday will start to drive for Boots.Yes i got the work that made my day and great start to my week.
Now with being wednesday midweek and its raining well its still winter time and iam smiling yes iam :-) You all enjoy the rest of your weeks as i will.

Sunday chill out day post.

Belive it or not yes iam chilled out today so far.Even with my team Liverpool only drawing against WBA.Made a change yesterday aswell things went so good from when i woke up to when i went to bed last night.Even my hot radox salts bath was even better.I did lay in it around 30 mins.When i got out of the bath the positive vibes feeling going through my bones was so strong .At moment as i write my steak is in oven on its slow cook.So it will just melt in my mouth when i eat it.
One thing this last week on the 31st was my dads 89th birthday.He is doing very well and still says will not chuck towel in until he is 90.So had a wee dram with dad on friday night to celebrate his birthday.
What else been going on since i last wrote a post on here.Yes my team Liverpool beat Everton 4-0.Work still not any but applied so many jobs might just get lucky this next week.Yes just getting back into keeping myself busy so i do not get bored.Been doing some exercises but not the full work out yet on exercises.This week might just have to and start to swimming again also.You see after weeks of driving i just have to gently take my time to build all my strength back up.To doing my wee bit exercises each day.With out damaging my muscles.I have put a bit a fat back on.So my alarm bells are ringing in me to get of my fat ass and start to do the full separate hour exercises twice per day.Yes of course that means swim twice a week aswell.God knows what i will feel like at the end of this next week.As long as the fat is gone off me.
My steak is calling out on me to eat now.Dinner is ready for me.You all enjoy the rest of lazy sunday chill out day as i will :-)

Tuesday Post For A Change.

Well after whats been going on in my life in this last few weeks of 2014.Things are going sort of on good going for me.After the blip with the certain agency did not knock me down at all.Infact got my one and only brain cell  working on the employee,customer service investigation again.You see not often iam actually working for a company and they stand on toes in a bad way.Otherwise i was not paid to find out this agency  problem with there employees.This time it was just me and the agency stood on my toes.You see other colleagues who worked for that agency said about things what where going wrong with that agency.
My question is why is that agency still getting away with it ? Why has no one stopped them from using employees for there own benefit ?How many employees have the agency done it to and got away with it?
You can read in my last post what iam going on about.As for me when something happens to me like this i know which way to go and to stop this happening to anyone again including me.I love it when i come up against bullies and i do stop them in there tracks.These bullies at that agency think cause they work in there office in Leeds and iam 130 miles away from them and they think they got away with it.Wrong as they havent at all. They just sunk themselves into a deeper hole.They should have not tried it on me as they have lost.
As the days go by i do pick up even more evidence about that agency bullies. When they think i forgotten all about them.Thats when i sting them and stop the agency bullies or any bullies at all in there tracks forever.
Yes its tuesday and never guess what just made some home made bread and butter pudding.Licking my lips as it cooks in the oven.My belly is rumbling style.

2nd Post of 2014

Yes its end of my second lazy chill out day of 2014.By hell it feels so good got myself an iron brew drink.Belive it our not in my bones things feeling good.Amazing when my sunday lazy chill out day goes so good for me.Reason being cooked a good old meal for me and my daughter yes it was tatties and mince and cabbage with bisto gravy.Hell even me cooking it tasted so good.Also my team Liverpool game was going good aswell.They finished the game of beating Stoke 5-3.So my sunday lazy chill out day going perfect for me.
One thing away from my chill out day what i wrote in my last post about my work and if i get paid or not.I got paid after going to one of the ones who run the agency.Yes it was one of the main ones who runs McGinleys i had to get a hold of to get the blip sorted out with there Leeds office.Before this blip what involved me.I do sort out employer,employee,customer service when iam asked to do by anyone at all.Its a part of my work what i can do to live on.This time with McGinleys i started with them in december and finished 24.12.13.A few things didnt add up with them at the start.But me being me i sit back to see whats going on.Yes McGinleys contacted me to see if i was available to drive for DPD.So i contacted McGinleys office in Leeds. Everything sounded ok so i said yes i can.Me being self employed of to a 4 day training day with DPD  But hold on it was only a 2 day training day when i got to DPD in Carlisle.Made me think they are cutting corners with being so busy coming up to xmas.With me knowing how to work on deliveries etc i just took it all in what i was told.But when 2+2=5 from the start got me thinking since McGinleys needed me.
As the 2 training days come to an end  what should have been really 4 training days for DPD.I knew things where get worse as 2+2=5 working for McGinleys and DPD nothing was adding up at all.
Now i do work for different companies when they got problems with customer service and employee problems.As its me who finds out the main real problem for the companies to get sorted out.
But this time its me 100% involved as iam working for myself.Little did McGinleys know who i was and what i can do aswell.But when 24.12.13 came i finished work and van was meant to be picked up but it didnt get picked up until 3.01.14.The question who was paying van while it sat outside my house.McGinleys or DPD but hold on i never delivered any parcels etc between the 24.12.13 to 3.01.14 as it was not used.Hold my hands up i did wash it and made sure it was clean and inspected it aswell  between those dates to make sure it was 100% when it got picked up.As i do not want any bill from being 2+2=5 with McGinleys since i worked with them.
Yes in my last post i said about what they owed me in wages McGinleys.It was  not until i got a hold of Aidan McGinley to get my money what i was owed.The day before at the McGinleys office in Leeds i talked to Alan Hodgson on the phone and he said he would talk to the payments accounts department and get it sorted out and get back to me.I called there office and spoke to Ryan on the phone but with 2+2=5 again what he said to me.I said then you have 16.30hrs to get it sorted out or i will take it further.Infact i said someones head would roll as i will take it further as you are spinning me about in circles what money you owe me McGinleys.Blow me to god 10 mins after that call Alan Hodgson called me and said to me not to threaten his staff.Hold on i said if not get sorted out i will take it further at 16.30.Seems i hit them on a nerve as they been caught out.As he said it again about me threatening his staff and i said i did not.For once i did not have the call on recording.Dam wished i had as it would have hung Alan Hodgson and his staff high and dry.I said aswell to Alan Hodgson of the Leeds office of McGinleys where is my money but what he said them was another 2+2=5 to me.He said that it would be paid by cheque to me only.Hold on an hour before that Alan Hodgson said to me he will find out why its not gone through with CWC payment to pay on friday.I asked him again and then Alan Hodgson said he told me that i would only get paid by cheque as that is the only way DPD would pay me for those days work.Hold on it was McGinley who was paying me!
After he said that again i had to get of phone as i was going around in more circles with Alan Hodgson at  McGinleys.Also between the xmas and new year Alan Hodgson did contact me saying DPD at carlisle needed me on the 31.12.13 this was around 9.20am 30.12.13 i called and i said yes i will be there.Said to me would call me in the afternoon to tell me what time to start at in the morning.But i did not get a call just a tx saying they didnt need me just be on stand by.I called the Leeds office but no answer i called all the numbers what i had and no answer to the Leeds McGinleys office or even answer machine.As Alan Hodgson did also tell me in the morning about work on the 2,3/01.14 that might need me.But hold on i cant even get them to answer my calls to see what is going on as they should be in there Leeds office until 17.30hrs.So another 2+2=5 with McGinleys.
Me being me i did call DPD  and i was so many steps ahead of Alan Hodgson of McGinleys and new how much work they had on for real but the question is why at McGinleys agency Alan Hodgson call me and say they needed me when they didnt. Does not add up does it!
When i was working for them others who was with McGinleys where saying about things what where going but you what you hear on the grape vine its true or not true.But this time it was all true as it happened to me as i was working for McGinleys who have contract with DPD who i drove for.
This negative vibe situation is right up my street as i love it when i sort these problems for anyone.Only bonus this time it involves me 100% and all the evidence i have its more solid that gold is.
This is sunday night been a great weekend for me as a bonus with my Diane being here and cooking Tatties and mince and cabbage for dinner today went down a treat and of course Liverpool winning aswell.Been a great weekend for me.Iam ready for that big bad world for this next week :-)
                                   Adrian

First Post Of 2014

Its the 5th day of January 2014.The first lazy chill out day of the year for me.Anyways after quiet xmas and new year for me.One bonus on new years day was my team Liverpool winning for me.Yes I did have a few wee drinks aswell.Infact with tunes on new years night.I just sitting here thinking well good start on the first day of 2014.Just hope rest of this year goes a good as the first day has done.But hold on a few things gone wrong already for me but i have not bit and got stressed out.Infact i knew the first thing would not go ahead before xmas but when work for an agency you a in limbo with them all the time.They just do that as they can get away with using you when you work for an agency.The work in december was for an agency for DPD what i was doing.With things being quiet on the parcels etc after the xmas.I do know things are really quiet in January.But the agency who i worked for they just where typical of an agency when you work for them.You get used and abused by them and they get away with it when they do it to you.Other colleagues who worked with the same agency at the same time told me a lot more what was going on about this agency.Me being me i just sat back and was very cautious.After a few calls to the agency things didnt seem to add up either.Monday begining of last week they contacted me to drive on tuesday and i said yes.But they contacted me back at 16.10hrs to say that DPD Carlisle did not need me but need me on stand by.They would call me.Tuesday arrived yes last day of 2013 spoke to agency in morning and they said no work and would call me in the afternoon to tell me about thursday+fridays work. By 16hrs no call from McGinley agency.So i got on phone and belive it or not no answer to any of the numbers i called McGinleys on.They are meant to be there until 17.30hrs on a tuesday but no answer to there office numbers or mobile numbers either and belive it or not no answer machine either.
The other thing was since my last work day for McGinleys for DPD the hired van was still here at my house no one picked it up.So it was still on hire while it sat here doing no work.When i called McGinleys on the 3.01.14 told them about van still here they couldnt get it picked up as quick as they could.As with being on hire until it gets picked up by Parkgate.That means McGinleys charging DPD for the hire van when not getting used to deliver packages.Also seems that me going around in circles with McGinleys as they still who me  wages.Does it look like i will not get them!. If that happens thats right up my street and i will get paid for the days work what they owe me.But what happens at McGinleys office in Leeds what comes around goes around .As they will relise step on cats toes and they will get pawed and will never recover.
You see me being a c.s.i customer service investigator aswell.When something goes wrong like this negative vibe to me or to anyone else who ask me to sort it out.I go out my way to fix the negative vibes.So the its at any company cant get away with it again in the future.Yes work is hard to come by in the uk since the credit crunch started 6 years ago.Uk is not a working country at all now and the goverment still will not change to make it a working country again.
Last year a few friends well so called friends sort of used me a bit and walked away with there head held up high.As they didnt listen to what i said to them my patience is a virtue to me and they will think cat has forgotten about them and got away with it.But what goes around comes around and that is when me cat will bite the its.Yes a few more its added to the it and its list of mine.A little reminder  when i say it or its on my blog or for real. It and Its  means  waste of good fucking skin.You can read back on my blog me saying it or its in posts and you know what i mean when i say them words.
So with the new year into its only 5th day things for me just going as normal taking day by day and just live my life as good as i can.Yes will watch Liverpool this afternoon and will add the outcome of the game after final whistle of the game on here.Yes i listened to the whole game of Liverpool on the radio winning 2-0.I could not watch it live at all infact no one any where in the world could watch it live online or tv at all.As the FA blocked the live broadcast of Liverpool v Oldham at Anfield today.It was the only game what was live today in the uk was blocked from broadcasting live today.All the rest of the football games in uk today you could watch live or streaming them live but FA blocked the Liverpool home game at Anfield broadcasting there game live.Now me and other Liverpool supporters got us curious why the FA only blocked the Liverpool game today broadcasting.Lucky enough we all got radios and listened to the whole game with out seeing a ball getting kicked at Anfield.
                              Adrian