Yes its my last day of 47 years of life i had so far.This last year for me been not so bad in my life.Infact a wee bit better than i expected.After so long getting my life back together and getting out of that deep rut i was in.Things actually better belive it or not.This last year of my life did have a few things that did knock me down.They hit me hard but i kepted moving forward.If i didnt they would have just held me down rest of my life if i let them.You see i know that in myself that iam better in my life with myself taking day by day and going forward in my life.
Two weeks ago something did hit me and hell it did.The dreaded tooth ache it floored me! Getting shooting pain across my gum every 20-30 minutes.My patients was use to the max each time the pain shot me.Now with getting no sleep and not eating for 3 days does not help me at all.When i got to dentist on the 3rd day.The dentist took the bad tooth out.After she was using all her strength to get it out of my gum.15 mins later it was out.My top plate had to go away to get new tooth added to it.Get it back 5 days later.With bad tooth out it will take time for my gum to heal.When i got my top plate back my gum was already in the process healing.Putting plate in now the healing process can really take place.Will take another week for to heal completely i hope.With me being in real pain and no sleep i did lose weight and my strength.Last thursday when i looked at myself in mirror.The last time i looked like that with being so thin was after car accident.I knew myself i had to eat and just take time to build myself back up.Thats with no binge eating or i will just go to being fat.So with eating properly the last few days and doing some gentle exercises.Gradually building myself back up.
Yes its my last day after 47 years and tonight i will close it of with a hot radox salts bath.My treat to myself.
Adrian
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