This weekend being busy getting everything done here at home yesterday with being away last week.Chance to catch up with everything in house etc.So that my lazy chill out day would go to plan.Yes it did.
Yes this last week being away really got the itch back in my feet stronger now.So tomorrow pulling all my aces out to use.That will be better for me as iam going and no stopping me.
Seems i got up another person nose for what i write on here and what i do aswell.They dont understand me. When i get told by that person a lot of things i do listen to them and then i know what to say in response.But hold when that person changes there mind and forgets what they told me in the first place.Now ok my memory is working but even i was checking my own memory to make sure.I only take so much but i know when iam getting spun around in catch 22.Yes iam expendable in my work but in my private personal life i dont like being used as iam not expendable with my heart.
You see been doing a lot of thinking this last week me being away opened my eyes up to what i have been missing.Yes i moved back home 10 years ago to get my life back on track after what happened to me.Since being back here got my life back together back on track.Last week being back in York give the stronger itch in my feet what i needed.Hell it feels so good.So this next week will use some aces up my sleeve to make things happen for me.That means what iam going to do i will do it for myself and its my own decisions for me
So when certain person reads this think to yourself before you saying anything in future to me or about me that you do not contradict what you already said to me in the past.As you done it so many times to me in the past contradicting yourself what you said to me.
Anyways my lazy chill out day is nearly over and hope you all had a good weekend talk to you all soon.
Adrian
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