This last week things sort of changed for me in all ways.Start of this last week my feelings in my bones wasnt right but where right.Monday night my bone feeling was sorted out to the good feeling in my bones.When its just a bad feeling in my bones i can handle it but when good and bad feeling in my bones take some doing to get it sorted out.It was all down to what happened last weekend and spilled into monday.Tuesday morning it was all ok thankgod for that.
Tuesday as i do swim and for the second week in a row i swim 66 lengths tuesday and thursday.It felt good and after thursday swim my body is adjusting to doing 66 lengths for a while now.
As the week went on things went sort of well for me.
There was a part of my personal side of me improved for the better.My past is closing off as its not the future.But yesterday and today past relationships was biting me.You see being used in the past and my trust in women was burnt out of me.December 2011 things changed for me in relationship status.This last few days and this morning the past negative relationship vibes.Made me scared but Jasmine help me kick those negative vibes in to touch.As she was just herself and never did anything to hurt me at all.It was all my past relationships what made me think she would.Sitting here writing this makes me see that Jasmine i can trust as she is my future with me not from the past.
So the situation is with me and Jasmine is when we are both ready to take the next step in the relationship.Meaning that very soon there or here or where ever it will be that we will be together for real life.
So the weekend is here and never guess what weather is not good today and another weekend for me with no alcohol.Twice today going out on my speed walk but couldnt as rain is belting down.So plan B for exercise this afternoon.
Tomorrow is my sunday lazy day to chill out all day
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