Well i never friday night went very well with my lover happy and sleeping in her bed and with Liverpool winning aswell i couldnt ask for anything else to finish my week of with a smile on my face.Perfect i thought but as friday night closing me happy checked my mail and sites what i use for messages and that is when the blip and negative vibes kicked in on me.What i seen with my own eyes my lover in the room on paltalk with all the it and its in the room aswell OMG here i go again!!!
Its only 5am in her time she was meant to be in bed sleeping hell i was wrong.She was in the room with all the it and its and didnt even see me being in the room 15 mins until i messaged her so iam not on her friends list paltalk i wonder why not.I blew my gasket as i have been there wore the tee shirt before and i know what will happen.
Cause when the it and its get in your skin they control you.Part of me saying it would not happen she will not let it happen but hold on heard that before until the its get in you.
Again in my life i was nothing and was hung dried and ripped apart.Still part in me said she will not get trapped by the its.
When or how is it in my life when iam happy i get kicked in the teeth.Shit start of the weekend doesant look good at all after all.
So as friday closed with me being so happy but a blip just tried to stop me being happy.Me being me with full of positive vibes in me went on a mission to kick the negative vibes i received late on friday night into touch.It took until about midday on saturday for me to get it sorted out and the negative vibes kicked into touch.Crikes it really did wear me out and infact no sleep for 2 days.I did feel out of condition aaahh.But main thing is got the blip sorted out and saturday night hit my sack after my long hot radox salts bath and i crashed out until 8.30am this morning when a tx woke me up from my lover made me smile for the day.
You see when i do work 48 hours non stop now and then i know how much i can do and get through it but with the blip on friday night i wasnt prepared for it but hell i got through it.Just...
Mine you the last 5 days i knew bad feeling in my bones something was going to happen to me but couldnt place what it would have been but hell i know why i got that bad feeling in my bones.
Anyways sunday night here and Liverpool have Man utd next round of F A cup at Anfield.As iam closing my weekend of just hope no blip springs up again late tonight make me not sleep again.
Monday morning will be up at crack of dawn and get my exercising done as i need to as with my brain cell back in the right gear.I will be up at 5.30am and sweat the negative vibes out of me for my hour exercise using my toys aswell.Hope you all have a good week.
Cat
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